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Thursday, September 23rd, 2010
11:06 pm - "Come on," she pleaded. "Just stick it in there!"

tipsykitten
"Come on," she pleaded. "Just stick it in there!"

"I'm trying," I responded, breathlessly. "It just
doesn't want to go in."

Cameron was sprawled out on the bed with her platinum
blonde hair pulled back in a ponytail, showing off the
dark roots. Anxiously, she waited for me to slide the
large shaft home.

After being apart for nearly two months, this was a
much-anticipated meeting. "Come on," she moaned
again. "You're fucking killing me here!"

"That's it," I said, no longer hiding my frustration.
"I give up." I dropped the large metal shaft I had
been holding for the last 15 minutes. "I didn't come
over here to help you put your furniture back
together. Get your dad to do this shit when he gets
home."

"Good," she said with a smile. "I'm starving. Let's
order some Chinese food to go with that wine."
Cameron hopped off the bed and led the way back
downstairs.

It was the first weekend of summer break, and the two
of us were celebrating a reunion or sorts. Cameron
and I had been friends for as long as I could
remember. We grew up together, and had been nearly
inseparable since the beginning of high school. Over
the last nine months, we had each been away for our
first year of college. Although we talked on the
phone several times a week, this was our first time
hanging out together since Easter.
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Tuesday, January 30th, 2007
7:18 pm - Question

dollymaniac
Debatable Question For Class: Cloning and Christinaity: Can They Coexist??? What's your views on it, any bibloical references, whatnots???
Thursday, December 21st, 2006
8:29 am - Merry Christmas

im_so_skinny
Tuesday, October 10th, 2006
6:16 pm - New Community

evanescentsiren


Anomaly is a prayer network community. Anybody of ANY faith, religion, or spiritual path can post a prayer request here. You must join if you want to post. The goal of this community is to provide a place where people going through a hard time can request a prayer for themselves or a loved one, and other people can include that request in their prayers if they chose to. Follow up stories are welcomed. Leave a comment here if you have any questions.This is a new community, please help spread the word. Click on the banner to check it out.
Thursday, September 14th, 2006
12:10 pm

lilsmo
DEAD TIRED

I am tired, exhausted.
I am tired of having to wear a smile when I am screaming inside.
I am tired of hating myself
I am tired of never being good enough
I am tired of trying so hard only to fall lower than before.
I am tired of being ashamed.
I am tired of being embarassed about what I hide.
I am tired of finding myself hunched over the toilet gasping for breath.
I am tired of being told I can't be bullimic anymore.
I am tired of starving.
I am tired of being full.
I am tired of my constant conflicts with food.
I am tired of having so many things that used to be easy be so hard.
I am tired of always being forced to "talk" about what I am feeling.
I am tired of feeling stupid.
I am tired of being disgusted by my appearance.
I am tired of seeing people that I know I will never be able to look like.
I am tired of having to keep my ED secret from my friends.
I am tired of lying to everybody who cares about me.
I am tired of being lied to.
I am tired of being cared about.
I am tired of being alone.
I am tired of feeling sad all the time.
I am tired of only being able to fake happiness.
I am tired of pushing people away.
I am tired of letting people in.
I am tired of wanting to cry, but holding it in.
I am tired of crying myself to sleep at night.
I am tired of freezing showers.
I am tired of my hair falling out.
I am tired of feeling fat.
I am tired of failing.
I am tired of achieving.
I am tired of not being able to eat.
I am tired of eating.
I am tired of the constant battle within my heart and head.
I am tired of living.
I am tired of dying.
I am just plain tired.
I exhaust myself.
Monday, May 1st, 2006
10:09 pm

childlike_faith
I've always wondered why the option to comment is turned off in this community.

Is it or for some reason do I not have it?

Does anyone have the answers?

If you do...I'm not really sure how you'll get them to me.

Maybe in my personal journal if anyone feels like it.

Thanks, lol
Sunday, April 30th, 2006
5:17 pm - Very Short Introduction

bigjustin
Hey everyone. I just joined the community and thought I would post introducing myself. I live in the United States, Mississippi to be more specific. I go to Delta State University and I've been a Christian for about three years now. Well yeah, I know this is short, but I'm not quite sure on what to say. haha
Tuesday, March 28th, 2006
9:34 pm - Child Sponsorship Opportunity

purplicious
I am looking for potential sponsors for the Christian Upliftment School in Uganda. This school, which is in southern Uganda, mainly serves orphans who are refugees of the civil war, mainly taking place in the north. This school has undergone a lot of hardships recently, with the school director dying very suddenly about a month ago (his wife now runs the school), and, on top of that, they were evicted from the land they were renting because the owner had a buyer (they have now moved to a nearby location and are working on buying that land.) Children from this school are available for sponsorship for $20/yr. The school is only about a year old and the need is certainly tremendous! If any of you are interested in possibly being a sponsor, definitely drop me an email (ChristianUpliftmentSchool@gmail.com) and I'll send you the information when it's available.

In the meantime, check out the website.

Thanks for reading. I'm definitely passionate about this group and I think it's a great cause to support!

-Kate
Monday, March 20th, 2006
1:28 am - What Can I Do?

dollymaniac
Well, to start off I will introduce myself. My name is Mark Raymond Cubbage, I am 16--soon to be 17--and live in Virginia. I am a Christian and still seeking to be Baptised and serve God 24/7.

The problem:

I joined a community called law_questions on LJ. This was to find out the what the Virginia codes of Labor are. However, I started reading post and giving my insights on the problems people are facing. Now, a girl said she needed help for her boyfriend because he wanted to find out whether or not this chip he could claim as his own. SHe said his boss left it and he quit and has trid to give it to him and it has been a year. IS it his she asked. I said no, that it was theft and greed and that the bible forbids these things. I got comments saying "Save it fo church" and "Jesus is not the Law" and "Ah, another mouthless babe". What should I, as a christian do in a situation like this?
Tuesday, January 24th, 2006
9:23 pm - new

leopty15
Well ive had LJ for a couple years now, but i havent been updating it lately. So today i was searching around and found this community. Ive decided to give it a shot.
My name is Roz im 16 i live in Tucson AZ, and im UCC Christian. I have been since i was 5 but when i turned 10 i stopped going to church, and just last year i started going again, and have been getting closer to God. Ive gotten much more involved in church, im on the Youth Council for the SW Conference. There are 10 youth chosen out of our conference to represent all of our peers, and we plan our retreats.
My life has been a big train wreck lately but thats life. I just pray that i can be as strong as people say i am!

Anyways
Peace.
Roz

current mood: content
9:51 am

chibisan20
wow, this place has really died down. but im going to start posting here again.

for anyone who doesnt know me...my name is sharon, and im 17. im just about done with high school, and everything seems to be going good.

anyway, i just wanted to say hi and see if anymore was still here....i just hope there is. but for anyone who is still here...

A BIG HI THERE AND HELLO!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, January 22nd, 2006
8:23 pm - This really touched me...
oscar_jascha I am sure that we have all been through something like this before...my friend sent me this link...It is so difficult being christian in high school these days.

http://www.yourtakeon.com/?q=node/1713
Saturday, December 3rd, 2005
10:34 am

talkoutloudto17
Thanks everybody!!!! I had Great B-DAY. I am 18 years old now. WOW! Life goes by fast that why you have to make sure everything is right with you and God. But live life to the fullest and make the best of it. Just know you can still have all the fun in world and still be a Christian! Just make sure the things you are doing is right in the eyes of God and not man. Look to God when you are in need because He is right there and all you have to do is call out is name and He will come running.

"The Psalm of my life"

God you showed me the way when I thought there was none.
You looked into my heart and saw my need.
You answered me in my time of trouble, and from that
I know you are all I need to live.
You are my Lord and King.
You are the lover of my soul.
I live for you only.
My heart belongs to no other.
You touched my life in so many ways
that I could never thank you or
pay you back for the things you done
all I can do is live for you and you only.
You believed in me like no other.
You told me to live when the whole world told me to die.
You said that I will be something in life,
when I did not even believe in my self.
God you were always there even when it seemed as if you had forgot about you child.
All I can do is left my hands and sing of how great you are.
You saw something in me when no one else did.
You told me that I will touch this world in many ways.
You said for me to live my dreams
and to never forget it is because of you I live.
You are my light in my darkness hour.
You told me to go on,
when I thought I could no longer live.
How can I tell you how I fell though so little words?
All I can say is that you are the lover of my soul
and for you I live.
For you hold the key to heart.

-by Christine

WOW! I never thought I could write something with so much feeling. As I was writing this tears began to roll down my face, because I know that God is the only reason why I am alive today. This is my first poem that I wrote that when I look at it, it makes me happy. Yea, I just turned 18 year old on Thursday and in those years a lot has happen in my life, but I JUST want to tell you no matter how hard thing get God is right there for you and He does care. All you have to do is to give all of your hurts and fear to Him. He loves you more then you will ever know, and all you have to do is to live fore Him and be a light to the world that they may to find God and the joy that you have. Yes, I know things get hard for you, but that is the time were you have to get into the word of God and look to Him for help.



I pray and hope that this will help someone. God is there, talk to him others may not listen, but He will. He will even put someone in your life to help you though what ever is going on in your life. I am not just writing this, but I know because God did it for me.


If someone is reading this and that don't know God as the saver and Lord of their lives, take time out right know and talk to Him just like you would talk to your best friend. Let Him know what going on in your life. Ask God to come into your life and save you, and to forgive you from all of your sins (things that you thought, said, or did wrong). If you did this you are know apart of the family and you are forgiven no matter what you did in your life. Jesus forgave the killer who hung next to Him on the cross right before He died. He told the killer that he would be with Him in heaven. John 3:16 says " For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only son that who ever believes in Him will not perish, but have eternal life." The Bible also tells us that God is the only way to heaven. God is the way, the truth, and the light and no one can come to the father, but though Jesus Christ. You have to ask Him to come into your life and save you then you must turn from sin. It great to know that we have hope though Jesus Christ.




Psalm 68:19 says: "Praise be to the Lord, to God our Savior, who daily bears our burdens."

-CHRITINE (talkoutloudto17)
Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005
7:25 pm

talkoutloudto17
If only you could see me though this smile.
It is wants on the inside that matters.
Why can't you understand that it not the true me.
I can't do this anymore.
It is killing me on the inside, and I don't know how much more
of it can I take.
My world is gone and there's no way of turning back.
I want out of it all, I no longer want to be apart of it.
No longer am I going to let you hurt me.
I can stand up for myself and I don't need anyone else.
I am begaing to hate you and everyone else.
They said that it would help and everything will be the same,
but I think that it was a lie,
my world has change inside and out.
I know it hurts you to see me like this,
but never forget God is going to pull me though this because He always does.
If only you kneew how it feels to be hurt and alone.


I really don't know how to tell people what going on with me, beacause I have been hurt so many times in the past that I rather keep everything locked up on the inside. But sometimes that does more bad then good. Because when you do that there is no other way to let out your feelings. So that why I have been writting these poem, it a way to let others know how I feel. God does want to do a work in our lives, but we have to let Him. There comes a point in your Life were you come face to face with who you really are. Sometimes you find things and you wish and want to be different, but then when you have to take everything that is going wrong in your life and give it to God!!! God is the only one who will always be there for you and all you have to do is call out His name. It is the hard times in our lives that we really need to run to God for help because when we think that we can deal with it all on our own, we end up hurtting ourself more. The Bible tells us to cast all of our cares on Him. That means we need to give everything to Him and let Him take care of it. Life right now my seem hard and you may think that no one would understand whats going on in your life, but know and never forget that the SUN WILL SHINE AGAIN AND THAT GOD LOVES YOU MORE THEN YOU WILL EVER KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!

I pray and hope that this will help someone. God is there, talk to him others may not listen, but He will. He will even put someone in your life to help you though what ever is going on in your life. I am not just writting this, but I know because God did it for me.


If someone is reading this and that don't know God as the saver and Lord of their lives, take time out right know and talk to Him just like you would talk to your best friend. Let Him know what going on in your life. Ask God to come into your life and save you, and to forgive you from all of your sins (things that you thought, said, or did wrong). If you did this you are know apart of the family and you are forgiven no matter what you did in your life. Jesus forgave the killer who hung next to Him on the cross right before He died. He told the killer that he would be with Him in heaven. John 3:16 says " For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only son that who ever believes in Him will not perish, but have eternal life." The Bible also tells us that God is the only way to heaven. God is the way, the truth, and the light and no one can come to the father, but though Jesus Christ. You have to aks Him to come into your life and save you then you must trun from sin. It geart to know that we have hope.

THANKS ERIN!!!!!

-CHRISTINE (talkoutloudto17)
Tuesday, November 15th, 2005
5:53 pm

talkoutloudto17
Why can't you let this go?
I can no longer let you in!
You hurt me once and ever
am I going to let it happen again.
So don't try to understand the unseen.
You are now blocked out of my world
and the door is locked and the key is gone.
No, I not ok, but does it really matter
what I think because if it did you would not
be here now.
Just know this is with me a God, so let it go.
My world is falling apart all around me and no longer
can I hold it up.
God where are you when I need you the most.
My spirit is week and this is something
I have to do along.
Don't try to acted like you care
because I don't need you or any one else.
Just my Lord and King!!!!!!




There may be a time in your life where you don't know who or where to trun. But never give up and never lose hope. Never give up on God for His word is ture and His Love is never ending. So look to Him for your help. God loves you more then you will ever know!!!!!!!


-CHRISTINE (talkoutloudto17)
Sunday, November 6th, 2005
3:58 pm - urgant!

youthkid
could everyone please pray for my sister mikayla she is 3 and has a temp. of 102.2 and if it doesn't go down in 10min. we are taking her to the hospital thanks.
Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
5:36 pm

boardinben90
new guy here, well it's good to see so many of my brothers and sisters in christ on lj. i'm in ft.lauderdale florida. any questions feel free to ask

current mood: accomplished
Saturday, October 29th, 2005
9:42 pm - New LJ New LJ New LJ

im_so_skinny
hey its me Ryan, again....um i posted before under nerdy_boy, but i got a new lj so ya....this my new one....oh if you life in fort lauderdale, FL and belong to this community you should contact me cause i think it would be sweet to be in contact with more Christian teens in my area....yep thats it...
Friday, October 28th, 2005
8:24 pm

talkoutloudto17
Can't understand how I let something like this happen.
I had my whole life planed out,
and now all of my hopes and dreams
are falling apart and there is non thing
I can do to bring them back together.
Why can't I run from it, maybe it can find me.
I no longer know who I am, only what I have become.
I just wanted someone to love me for who I thought I was,
but now they are all gone. I am here along,
lost and helpless with no one to run to for help.
What I have become is what my parent thought I would never be.
I am living in two different world.
One I want to be apart of the other I hated,
but I can't bring myself to get away from it.
The one I loves is the one who took advag of me
and now I do not understand why I ever put my trust in someone like you.
I am tried of getting hurt,
being along with no one to love me.
My heart will never be the same,
I am closing the door of my heart
and I am going to thew away the key.
Under this smile my world is coming down and
there is no one here to hold it up.
I am trying to hold on,
but is it to late to have the life I love back.
All I ever wanted I thought I had,
but now I know the truth,
I was living a lie.
Can things ever be the same between us.
I thought that you really loved me,
but now I know you only wanted one thing,
if only I would have known why you said
you wanted to be with me.
We would never have been together.
How could I have let this happen to myself.
I thought I told you I was not that kind of girl.
I thought I could trust you.
I believed you.
But now you have lost my trust and can't have ot back.
Love is something that will only end up making you fall,
if you don't stand for what you believe in.
Don't let Him change you mind.
Be yourself and never let go of the one thing
you can never get back.
Think it though and just don't let it happen to you!!!!!!!!!

So a lot of things have been going on in my life right now, but I know with God's help every thing is going to work out and be ok. It does not look that way now. Everything is going wrong, just as it looks like the sun is shine it begins to rain.


I just wanted to say Thanks to all of my friends who has been praying for me, talking to me and just being there. Thanks! Hope I see all of you soon. Bye!!

Never forget God Love you, more than you can ever know.


-Yours Always- CHRISTINE (talkoutloudto17)
Monday, October 24th, 2005
7:10 pm - Howdy fellas

nerdy_boy
Hey fellwo brothers and sisters in Christ,

My name is Ryan Taggart, I live in fort lauderdale Florida and attenc Christ Church United Methodist. Im an active Christian and have been so for the past 4 years. I just thought it would be sweet to join this community and connect with other Christians. ummm.....i guess that it....if you would like to know anything else i guess you could just ask me.....i don't really know....im gonna shut up now

current mood: calm
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